decision made
By me • May 23rd, 2007 • Category: heartbreak, school
(please not the gratuitous cat photo - it just makes me giggle)
In three months I’m moving to Detroit. I’m going to do the MLIS program at Wayne State in one year if it kills me (it is in downtown Detroit so that is a very real possibility.) The decision and plans were made in a span of 24 hours. It was all so quick, so spur of the moment, and such a knee jerk reaction that I’m still reeling a bit. But there’s no going back now. I’m keeping it together during the day - I’m confident, decisive, and kicking ass when I need to (Federal Student Loan people you know exactly what I’m talking about.) At night I’m exhausted but I’m so overwhelmed I can’t sleep. I keep waking up at night - and I’ve found that it is possible to wake yourself up because you were crying in your sleep. I’m running on pure adrenaline right now and it’s a very odd feeling. I’m sure it will pass. It better.
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Rock on with your bad self–you’ll kick butt!
Well, you have to look at it this way, where are you going to go with what you have now? However impressive it may be, unless you go back to some big city, you’re not going to get anything around here. I think you made the right decision.