stereotypical single woman

I still haven’t heard anything about the job interview I went on over a month ago. They told me it would take a while for them to get back to me - they had three more interviews after me and opened a large show in the past few weeks. As far as I could tell the interview went very well. But the waiting is driving me crazy. I can’t sit still. But I really don’t want to go anywhere. I don’t want to be by myself. But I’m not the best company when I’m like this. So I sit and wait. Knit a few rows of something, put it down, pick up something else, do a few more rows on that, but I don’t have the attention span to finish anything right now. So I go look for more job postings and prepare more cover letters and resumes to go out. It’s turned into an obsession, it’s my version of playing the lotto, the more I send out the better my chances of getting something, right? I think I’ve spent more on postage than I have on food this month. I just want to hear back from someplace, any place, just to know that somebody wants to hire me. After all, I’m a reasonably good draper, I make stuff like this :